February 2011
70 posts
slut genocide.
It would cure everything.
It's concerning how much Harry Potter affects my...
January 2011
50 posts
10 random songs from itunes.
Day… whatever I don’t remember but let’s go.
1. Drop the World (I picked to listen to this, I cheated)
2. Mockingbird - Eminem
3. Cowboy Casanova - Carrie Underwood
4. Got it Made - Seether
5. So Bad - Eminem
6. Knocking on Heaven’s Door - Guns N’ Roses
7. The Scientist - Coldplay
8. Funhouse - Pink
9. Without You - Three Days Grace
10. Sweet Sacrifice -...
ok honestly.
Fuck absolutely everything about today, dude.
ew.
I put my hair up to get ready for bed and BAM I get hit with friggin cigarette smoke smell. Legit, the nasty smell was hiding in my hair. 9PM shower is in order, this is disgusting.
First love & kiss:)
Ok well my first kiss… Was weird. I was with my first boyfriend, Matt. We were dating for like two weeks before we even kissed. I was 15. Uhm, we were watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire at my best friend, Jess’ house. It happened on her couch. Incredibly awkward and kind of weird. Typical first kiss I guess, haha.
My first love was Chris. I won’t ever deny not loving...
Never again.
But it was pretty funny ;)
my future.
Honestly, I have no idea what I want to do with my life. At first I had total faith in God that He would show me where my life was headed, but lately I don’t know at all. I want to write, forever, but that’s no solid job because I hate journalism. I want to teach, but some things in English Literature I cannot stand. I absolutely love everything about United States History, but that...
crying.
“Hiiii I think your phones off call me soon”
Who the fuck are youuu? And why does this bother me so much? It’s not like we’re dating, I don’t even know if you consider us “together”. But what the hell.
satisfied with life...
lol, tumblr I can’t get into this.
I’ll just put it this way, it was July09 and I finally put somebody in their place for the next six years ;) I know I shouldn’t feel SATISFIED, but I don’t know any other way to explain it.
Something I could get into though is CONA. Getting into the Conference on National Affairs, 22 kids out of almost 300, along with 600+ other kids...
Dear boyyyy,
next time, keep your germs to yourself. I don’t appreciate getting your cold. SHANKS YOU.
Oops. My give a fuck broke.
Am I the only person who gives it all
and hope it works out, knowing there is a HUGE possibility it won’t? Because I feel like I’m trying to change somebody who has zero interest in changing or trying to see the world in a new light.
This is getting fucking annoying, I shouldn’t be doing this to myself.
gemini.
Day 7 (woah a whole week, go me!)
My zodiac sign is a Gemini. Apparently Geminis are curious, talktative, versatile and mentally active… Basically they have ADD, and can just strike up interesting conversation. Is that me? Eff no, not entirely.
I can talk about absolutely anything, and I do enjoy conversations. But I hate small talk so much. I’d rather just get right into the nitty...
30 interesting facts.
Day 006…
1. I get turned on by sexy collar bones.
2. The boy I currently like is 0% like any other boy I’ve been attracted to, and it’s so scary. I’ve never been down this path before.
3. I have zero idea what I want to do with my life. I want to write, not teach English. But I love History. Being a Historian won’t get me far, though.
4. I’m obsessed with...
Day 5.
Ending my own life?
To be honest I don’t know if I’ve ever SERIOUSLY thought about it to the point where like, I made a plan. Hmmm…
Actually that’s a lie. When I was dating this kid, Matt, he treated me like complete shit all the time. And I started failing my classes in 10th grade, stopped hanging out with most of my friends, hated everybody. He used to go on my myspace...
Day 4; Religion
Organized religion isn’t my thing, to be honest. I tried, I went to a few different churches, all that jazz. I dunno, it just didn’t settle with me. I don’t like being affiliated with certain religions and the judgments that came with them.
However, I believe in God. I always have, I think, and going to church helped me to become less shy/ashamed about that. I read the Bible...
Dear Tumblr,
FUCK YOU. YOU ALL SAID THE DEATHLY HALLOWS TRAILER CAME OUT TODAY AND IN FACT, IT DIDN’T.
FUCKKKKKK YOU.
On a happier note, I got the boy situation a tad more organized/less stressful, yay :).
Dear John,
I understand this whole SITUATION is partially my fault. I let myself gain feelings for you knowing you very legitimately fucked around and don’t do relationships. But you also took me out to dinner, treated me nicely and had the absolute most respect for me. We had fun, we constantly laughed at everything and everyone, and we just clicked. Apparently that doesn’t mean jackshit to you,...
Drugs & such.
Eh, drugs aren’t really my thing. I don’t see the point of smoking weed, most people I know that do it turn into vegetables anyways, and how is that fun? I mean, I see why people smoke, but I don’t think I ever will, especially because I have friends who got really fucked up from weed; like they’d smoke every single day for like two years straight. I don’t want to end...
10 years from now...
So, almost 29?
I hope I’m happy. Possibly a teacher, English, for a high school. Living with my ten cats in an apartment with no guys. Well not entirely. I want to just be happy. I don’t even care if I’m not in a relationship, not married, not anything. I just want to be happy with a decent job.
Even though a nice boyfriend/finance/husband would be awesome.
And a tiny little...
Relationships
I’m single. I got out of an almost two year relationship about a month and a half ago. I love the single life, I don’t need to worry about who I talk to or who I hang out with or any of that dumb bullshit that comes with relationships.
But I also don’t like randomly hooking up. I have too many issues with trust and being used, and I cannot stand the feeling at all. Like I can...
30 Day Challenge, but a better one.
Starting next post. The other one was too complicated and I didn’t like it. So here goes, 30 Day Challenge, pt 2.
I fucking hate
my family sometimes.
FUCKDUCKYUCKMUCK.
Ok so tonight was beyond absolutely fucking awesome.
Except… it didn’t end the way I wanted it to.
But I’m weirdly OK with that for now.
Because I’m patient.
And I’m going to wait this out.
Yep.
<3
My dad's being such a bitch.
-Don’t understand how not going out until 4/4:30 is being “blown off” when that was the plan all along.
- NOT my fault you work nights and your kid doesn’t want to sleep. DON’T yell at me about it, it’s your frigging fault.
- Sorry I hang out with guys that are friends, doesn’t make a whore.
I feel like I live with my mother again, what the fuck.
I wish I wasn't so paranoid.
I'm pitiful.
Everybody is going back to school in the next few days. Most tomorrow. And they’re all so excited. And what am I doing? Sitting at home waiting for classes to start next Monday and NOT moving back in. Fuck community college. Fuck being left behind. Fuuuuuuck feeling like my friends don’t give a shit about me and their college friends mean more to them than I do. I’m a ball of...
“My daughter’s so cool. She likes science fiction and football, but she’s cute as...”
– While my dad talks like an 80 year old woman and I don’t like when my parents do that without me knowing, that really really really made my week (or more). (via goodnyte)
I love you too<3
Tumblr on iPod
This is exciting :3
Fuck you twitter, please work.
30 Day Challenge
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts.
1. I don’t understand tumblr at all.
2. I’m going to be an English teacher.
3. I hate where I go to school.
4. I think I have seasonal depression.
5. I’m waiting for my friend to text me back so I can go out.
6. My favorite color is yellow.
7. I love taking pictures.
8. I miss dancing more than anything.
9. I write a...
It's insane
How much can change in a month.
I've been really happy lately for no reason at...
:D
I am a terrible Severus Snape fangirl
Happy birthday, love of my life fictional character. :D
I need
to stop giving a shit about people who don’t give a shit about me. Or just giving a shit in general. I take things way too personally, I need to stop caring.
Today
was so weird… It went from really boring, to exciting, to scary, to boring, to fun, to fucking aggaravting, to complete shit, back to exciting, then to fun, then back to boring…
Time to go to sleep, I’m delusional and have to wake up in less that seven hours for a baptism… Joy, joy. Taking pictures for it, and not even getting paid. Fahck.
I wish
People took me seriously.
I’m going to work at portrait studio eventually.
I’m going to write a book.
I’m going to fall so head over heels in love.
I’m going to be famous.
Fuck haters, they make me want to try ten times harder.
Jesum crow...
We have plans tomorrow. Fucking text me back, asshole.
Fuck boys.
2011
Please don’t suck as much as 2010.
Even though 2010 wasn’t THAT bad, I just don’t want you to be boring.
I’m going to Boston Friday… Fuckin pumped.